seeing off...

so here it is... the brink of another new year... i just realised that i don't feel older on my birthday... i feel older on NYE... damn... i realised that i haven't been able to let a year pass without doing something mainly because... well... i start feeling older... as silly as it may seems... the truth is... no one gets any younger... 2005 has been a good year... got certain things sorted out... i think i met my resolution spare... well... you know what... istanbul was great... 'balik kampung' was as always... a much needed breather... never fails to get me into a state of 'i don't want to come back to sg'... hahaha... hmmm... school was fine... i got into the course i wanted... and i can safely say that i made the right choice... my new classmates... well... you can't win everything... both rayas were fine... just wish it can be so much better... on a personal level... i am with someone who is the joy of my life now... and yes... i am very well taken care off.... thank you... spiritually... i think i am... well... stagnant... nowhere near where i am supposed to be but i can't say that i am a hopeless case either... most likely only slightly better than last year... financially in dire starits... ie.broke most of the time but hopefully i can get that sorted out with the arrival of some things... heh... mentally... well... i lost that some time ago... hahaha... family wise... well... i think we are closing the year on a nice note... and i think bobok has got somthing to do with that... that's why he is spoilt rotten... hahaha... yes... i have a cat now... yes... after 23 years... most of it spent giving up... techincally it is not mine... it is my brother's but heck... all right... i think i have got to make a move now... i am supposed to be somewhere else really soon... heh heh... nothing too elaborate though... just a simpole outing to see off 2005... so yes... till next time... here is to hopeful 2006... good health and god bless... cheers!