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~ till the day itself ~

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been a while since i wrote an entry proper yes... oh well... nothing much no one would really care about anyways... nonetheless... well... lets just put as this... school is out... i figured i'll give myself one or two months of doing not much or nothing at all... and i was really looking forward to the end of what seemed like quite a long time of being in what seems like a very stagnant position to be in... don't get me wrong... i have taken out of the whole experience, much skills and plenty of good friends but i guess it's just some things catching up with me... plenty of times i have had doubts... but somehow, i have managed to see it through... i'd be lying if said i did it alone and i cannot thank quite enough the people ho have stood with me all the while... you know who you are and i thank you...

anyways... as i was saying... i was planning to do as little as possible but then guess what... so much for that... hah! it has been one thing after another... as much as i have been saying that i am tired and all, i have been quite occupied with plenty of stuff... been going back and forth to kuching for a project... nice place... quite boring (and empty at times) but nice in a laid-back kind of way... took plenty of pictures of whatever there is... hopefully, somehow, sometime, the pictures will actually see some form of publishing or another... worked with the really nice director of museums of sarawak... might be going there even more in time to come... yes... i hear global whining... but global whining is going to an even further place herself... as skeptic as she might be... come on... whatever chance... other than karimun... heh heh heh...

moving along... i am really not bothered with my degree show... school is a mess for all i care about... but somehow i think i'll have to produce the stuff anyways... somehow one way or another... the fact that my main pc is still not up and running isn't quite helping... it's where all the stuff are... now i need to salvage whatever i can... urgh...

somewhere in the midst of all these... i actually went to ubin... after like what? three years perhaps? oh... i just had to go there during about the really hot month so far... what was i thinking? i swear i got two shades darker... ok... brown-er... not that i want to be deathly fair... or yellow... heh heh... i like my natural tan... but seriously... i don't need people thinking i'm from thailand anymore... erk... nonetheless... other than the heat and really uncomfortable bicycle seat made worse by the rough terrain... owww... it was quite an escape... something i didn't perhaps think about seriously doing but glad that i did... so yes... somehow... no regrets... thanks man...

amidst all this, lyza got engaged (picture above)... yes lyza... till the day... we shall wait... sorry i had to leave much earlier than i was supposed to but senai is quite some distance away... yes... i fly off from senai... i really wished it's from changi... but at the moment... i don't really have a say in such a choice do i? hmph... and on top of all this, i am still doing my night rounds... quite the effort huh... well... it's how i get by... sometimes i think that i have really gone missing from the lives of many people... and i tell myself... everyone is busy with their own matters... and hmmm... well... the energies of youth isn't quite at levels it used to be isn't it? priorities, priorities, priorities... urgh...

ok ok... my back is hurting from writing this lying on my stomach... and yeah... i think i've written quite enough... till whenever...

on a parting note...

somehow... i remember taking a similar shot last time i went to ubin...

yes... i was wearing jeans...