this is me... errr... now...

it is gone people! GONE!

the class...

FS2L
standing from left: jess, suryadi, vanity, nyi, ME, kai (person behind him looks suspiciously like toh), evelyn, fabian (inside the samurai thingy), eugene
sitting/squatting: sumana, kiki, alicia, clarissa, farhana (minah), cheryl, kevin

finally...

yes people... finally... after a long one year and three months... i have cut my hair... gosh... i look so young...

it has...

it has now been a year since i ORD...
somehow... it feels empty...

i did...

It's lavender tonite.... says:
wat did u today?
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
didn't really sleep much night before...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
spent night doing my sister's "digital art" wording...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
woke up @ 830...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
left with sister to her school to set up the digital art room...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
wow
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
but it was in such a bad shape that i can't possibly do much in one day without trampling over a "senior" teacher...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
i'd go straight to her VP if i could...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
and.....
It's lavender tonite.... says:
wat happen?
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
and tell him "that is a shame of a digital art room you have there..."
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
the VP is my former art teacher @ VS...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
wat!!!
It's lavender tonite.... says:
small world
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
yah
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
he knows i am the brother of one of his teachers...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hahahaha
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
anyways...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
i didn't go to see him...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
so i did what i could...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hanged out @ my sister's table @ her staff room thinking that she was off to print something but she came back with nothing...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ahahhahaa
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
since there was nothing left to do... i left her school and proceed to eugene's place to collect my samurai head...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
took forever to get there due to bad decision of taking 80 instead of 51...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hang out under her block for a while before proceeding to KKL's place to collect my stuff which was left there after doing alot of work @ his place...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ahahhahaha
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hahaha...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
a lot of travelling huh
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
ridiculous i tell you...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
carrying a head around inside a SEIYU bag...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
another bad decision...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
should have gotten off at an earlier bus stop...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ahahahaha
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
but i thought that the bus would turn left...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
but no...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
it turned left into VS...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
shits...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
so had another long walk to KKL's place...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
reached his place @ about 6pm...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
had small talk as he wasn't feeling too well...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
down with flu or cold or something...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
left there 15mins later...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ooooh
It's lavender tonite.... says:
its the bug
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
reached home @ around 645...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
with my "hotcakes with sausage" in my bag...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
breakfast ended up becoming lunch...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
eh no...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
not even lunch
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
supper...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hahahaha...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
so that was a day...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
wat!!!!
It's lavender tonite.... says:
hotcakes???
It's lavender tonite.... says:
again?
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
yah...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
gdness
It's lavender tonite.... says:
i also nak!!!!
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
got it from Mac @ tiong bahru plaza...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
somehow...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
i always end up getting hotcakes with sausage for breakfast there...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
hahahaha...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ahahhahhaa
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
i blame my partner rick...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
one of the only people i know from BME who would go MacDonalds for breakfast...
It's lavender tonite.... says:
BME?
It's lavender tonite.... says:
ahhhhh
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
everyone else would just settle for nasi lemak or nasi padang...
into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide... says:
BME = bukit merah east
It's lavender tonite.... says:
yah



if you haven't already figured out, i am "into the uncertain divine... we scream into the last divide..."
this is a real transcript by the way... it really took place...
too lazy to re-type... so just copy and paste...
heh heh heh...

samurai... the making of...

this was @ KKL's place... we were there so much that his dogs stopped barking @ us after a while... the samurai was for our 3D workshop where we had to do a piece of wearable art in the nature of a kavadi (for the uninitiated, think thaipusam...)... this however is the first version of it... the one meant for submission while working under an impeding deadline... there is a later, more polished/detailed version which will be posted in due time...

blah, blah, blah...

do i feel a compulsion to write?
yes...
do i know what to write?
no...

gee... what a predicament?

i have ;
- been reading books... quite a number now... mostly adrian mole-y stuff... although i finally finished reading the book one of my lecturers gave me - "fifteen minutes of fame - my years with andy warhol -ultraviolet" quite good actually... makes me blame the 60's for the problems we have today... buggers...
- been sleeping... ah yes... the joy havin time to sleep...
- been pretending to clean up my room... but hey... my portfolio is nicely arranged... it's ripping at the seams i tell you...

other than that... errr... well... i have been going out with the usual suspects... still reeling from a shot of depression brought about by a certain dream... but i am fine now... i think... and yes... i am good to go for istanbul... neither looking forward nor detesting the upcomg trip... just waiting and seeing...

i don't know if those who have passed on can access the internet but to such a soul, i hope you are much better now... i tried...

something from my animation project...

blatant display of discontent...
apparently, i am not such a good animator...

operation boardgame (continued)

box shot


box and contents shot... (very colourful huh?)


cast of characters...


mr. anderson... (blame kevin for the corny name... and to think that this is not the corniest name!!!)

It Can't Rain All the Time...

We walked the narrow path,
beneath the smoking skies.
Sometimes you can barely tell the difference
between darkness and light.
Do you have faith
in what we believe?
The truest test is when we cannot,
when we cannot see.

I hear pounding feet in the,
in the streets below, and the,
and the women crying and the,
and the children know that there,
that there's something wrong,
and it's hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won't rain all the time.
The sky won't fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won't fall forever.

Oh, when I'm lonely,
I lie awake at night
and I wish you were here.
I miss you.
Can you tell me
is there something more to belive in?
Or is this all there is?

In the pounding feet, in the,
In the streets below, and the,
And the window breaks and,
And a woman falls, there's,
There's something wrong, it's,
It's so hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won't rain all the time.
The sky won't fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won't fall, your tears won't fall, your tears won't fall
forever.

Last night I had a dream.
You came into my room,
you took me into your arms.
Whispering and kissing me,
and telling me to still belive.
But then the emptiness of a burning sea against which we see
our darkest of sadness.

Until I felt safe and warm.
I fell asleep in your arms.
When I awoke I cried again for you were gone.
Oh, can you hear me?

It won't rain all the time.
The sky won't fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won't fall forever.
It won't rain all the time
The sky won't fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won't fall, your tears won't fall,
your tears won't fall
forever.

-Jane Siberry-
from The Crow soundtrack
the song that has kept me company through the darkest of times...